Jacqsie's Hiding Place

Weekend Update (HAPPY BDAY JULIA)

2005-04-10T20:18:00.000-07:00

hm.. so this weekend was.. shall i say.. interesting.

Friday - Eh.. school really sucked. I had every intention of staying home Friday night.. but Jim and Tiff called me and told me to come to the Granite Run Carnival. It was pretty fun.. Jim grossed me out but other than that...
Tiff is my new best friend lol (jk) but i do love the girl.
My best friend had some problems taht i tried my best to help with.

Saturday - I went out with my daddio. We looked at BMW motorcycles (my daddy wants one soon). Then we ate McDonalds. Then went off roading (HE LET ME DRIVE!!!) Then we went to my grandmoms. Then i came home and went online for a bit. I went to the Granite Run Carnival again with Julia F. and hung out Nikki, Katelyn, Liz and PJ. Then me and Julia saw Jim with his mohawk.. lol surprising. Me and Julz went to Friendly's and decided Ian is the most amazing waiter. These two guys came and sat with us.. the one kid (Nick) was realy corny. Then me and Julia played Twister lol and talked to Jenna.
More of me trying my best to help my best friend.

Sunday - IHOP with Julia and Family. then home.. and Indian Lane with Hillary and Mitch and Nick. Fun stuff.
More of me trying to help my best friend.
I'm hopeless though.. I dont help him much. At All.

Random thing:

silence in the car..

Jenna: IHOP!!!!!!!! thats what it's called.
me: heh.. International House of Pancakes.
Jenna: yeahhh!
me: yeah that was random.

Life Is HELL

2005-04-08T22:53:00.000-07:00

So.. Here's why my life is hell --

1 - my friend is changing and being bitchy and i cant take it anymore
2 - my best friend is always depressed and it makes me miserable
3 - my mom seems to hate me
4 - my mom doesnt let me have a life
5 - beth and dad always seem mad when they're not
6 - no warped tour
7 - guys suck.. guys
8 - school.. fuck it
9 - devil babies
10- cell phone bills
11 - boys lie
12 - things never work out
13 - pawel gets it.. no one else does.. how sad is that?

PS -- Julia's birthday is Sunday. Happy Birthday Baby

HaHaHa.. funnnn times

2005-03-25T19:06:00.000-08:00

okay.. i'm going out in like a minute with Julia Bull but Julia Fetsko slept over last night and we were on the phone with Jon Vairo. Fuuunnny kid when he's tired.

Julia -- Tell us a scary story, Jon!
Jon-- alright..
Jon-- is your back door locked?
Jackie-- Yeah!
Jon-- ARe you sure?
Jackie-- Yeah!
Jon-- You might want to check.
Jackie-- Why?
Jon- Wait and see!

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Jackie-- So my sister calls you?
Jon- EVERY FRIGGEN MINUTE!
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Julia -- Jon, tell us the scary story!
Jon-- Okay.. let me think.
...5 minutes later....
Jackie- Did he hang up?
Julia - No.
Jon- heh heh heh
Jon- You guys are funny
Jackie- why?
Jon- Cause you thought I was thinking.. but really I was falling asleep on ya.

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Jon-- We've been on the phone FOREVER!
Jackie-- Not Ah.
Jon-- We've been on the phone since 8!
Julia-- Not ah.. we weren't home at 8.
Jon-- It's like 4 o'clock!
Jackie-- no, it's 1:02
Jon-- No. It's 5 o'clock!
Jackie-- JON! It's 1:02!
Jon-- Check your clock! It's 6 o'clock!

haha aight I'm out.. I'll tell the rest later!

Eh.. Rainy Day

2005-03-23T17:49:00.000-08:00

hmm.. today it rained. I hate rain sooo fn much! So this morning.. I went shopping with beth. I got black boots (sorry Jen.. not hooker boots! lol), two pairs of jeans (ha their both sweat pant ish! one pair look like jeans but is sweatpants and the other is jeans but with a sweatpant top!), Then I got two older CD's (Blink 182 - Take Off Your Pants and Jacket, and An old Smash Mouth CD). I also got like three books (Anywhere but Here, Tell Me Lies and Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul: Tough Stuff).
Then I went to Arby's for lunch. Eventful right? Hm.. I sent Julz some pictures she's gonna edit for me and send back for my site. Julz is coming over tomorrow and we're babysitting my cousin Erin, then she's sleeping over. I'm not quite sure what we're doing on Friday. NOthing probably. Maybe chill with Julia Bull if she's not sick. Maybe chill with Keith (M.) or Durka. Don't really know yet.
If your bored.. you can look at my siteee! It has like 82 pictures and I add more like alllll the timee!
Alright.. I think I'm gonna go clean the roooom for Julz!
Love ya's! xo

Second Blog

2005-03-23T02:51:00.000-08:00

My second blog.. Julia Fetsko's blog lol

http://jul4890.blogspot.com/

Spring Breaking '05 so far

2005-03-22T23:36:00.000-08:00

hmm.. spring break has been alright i guess so far.
Jon's surprise party turned out pretty good. I had fun for reasons and not fun for other reasons. You only know these reasons if you're cool enough to have the name Julia Fetsko or Julia Bull. I think Jon had fun. He said he did. I never can tell with him. Mellisa Lyons and Kim I. were over before Jon's which was fun. Then Julia Bull came over before Jon's and she sang the one line of "Scars" that she knows to us.
Saturday I went to my moms. I got in trouble (no surprise there.. when am i not in trouble) but yeah. whatever. I was at my moms from saturday to today (tuesday). I didn't do much. Talked on the phone and hung out with my super cool little brother colin. funniest conversation..
Colin (to me): Man, Julia [fetsko] sure is a chatterbox!
Colin (to Julia): YOU'RE A CHATTERBOX!
Colin (to Julia): YOU REALLY ARE!!
Colin (to Julia): I'M NOT KIDDING!!!
Me (to Colin): Crazy kid.. say bye.
Colin (to Julia): boo!
I love my little colin. Now it's tuesday.
I'm really upset at like two people.
I can't handle it... it gets a little farther with this one boy every time.. but he confuses me so bad! ahhhh! Should I take it or Leave it is my main question.

Time for the Update

2005-03-13T17:38:00.000-08:00

Alright.. hmm.. what did I do this weekend?

Friday -- Hillary was going to sleep over but.. that didn't work. Beth was too tired to have anyone over and she "wasn't prepared". But whatever. We malled it instead. We went to the mall with Laurel (L-Dawg) and the famous Jeff. Her boyfriend Jeff that is. That was fun! So we were walking around thinking of things to get this guy (no names) for his birthday. We were thinking cologne and the only way i could smell it was to spray it on myself. I ended up not even buying cologne but I smelled like at least 20 different guys. Then me and hill went back to my house for a while.

Saturday -- Played some games with Brian in the morning and he quits when he's losing. Sore Loser. Then Me, Beth, Dad, Mitch and Nick went up to the outlets in Lancaster and shopped like all day. Then later that night me and John Cardone went and saw the Pacifier. OMG.. it's sooo funny. I loved it.

Sunday (today) -- Uhm.. I did like nothing all day. My mom, stepdad, Amanda, Colin and Gen came over to drop off my straightner and rings. That's about it. Fun, right?

okay.. I'm done. Much Love.

P.S. -- AJ, I Love You! You'll do better next time!!!!
Bye AJ's hair! :(

Brian Jacob Prosachik Jr.

2005-03-09T18:59:00.000-08:00

Brian Prosachik Is So Hot!!!
He Really Is.
Just Look At His Football Picture In The Gym..

Comments?
Anyone?

Click on Anything to Say? at the bottom to comment

Don't End

2005-03-09T16:10:00.000-08:00

I've just come to realize.. we have a marking period and a half till we have summer.
I know I should be happy.. but i kinda don't want it to end.
Every summer.. I don't see people and then we're like not friends any more. Jamie Rakoczy for instance was my BEST friend in eighth grade and now I barely ever talk to him.. not to mention get beat up by him..

Oh.. Well...

that's life

New Website

2005-03-09T15:34:00.000-08:00

I don't like that other picture website. It takes forever to load so I made a new one.

http://www.albumtown.com/showalbum.php?aid=20093&uuid=16824

Frosh

2005-03-05T01:20:00.000-08:00

Freshman formal was so fun! I loved it. I didn't have a date.. but it was cool.. I danced with.. Henry, Wes, Dave R., Drew, Bobby and Jeff! Plus I danced with my girls!!!

The party at Jen's was really fun! Eric Rakoczy said he was going to have to get in the Sumo Suits and we were gonna fight. Mel called him a slut (if you look at my pictures on my website you'll see why) and i agreed. I almost fell asleep when I was sandwiched on the couch with Mel Lyons, Jen Bond and PJ and Dave Rakoczy. Nikki's date was like reallllly hott! lol lol

go to my sitee!

http://www.angelfire.com/pa5/jackied/picz/

Gimme an L

2005-03-02T18:34:00.000-08:00

L O S E R

that's me

Boring Day

2005-03-02T16:59:00.000-08:00

I didn't update yesterday. I wasn't feeling good. I went to bed at like seven thirty last night. Early man. I have to read A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens for language arts. Fun, right?

So today.. Hmm.. I hurt my wrist. I don't really know how.. playing volleyball I guess.. it kills though. I'm pissed off cause I'm in Upscales again next year. Bahh.. Gaertner moved Nina down too. That really sucks!

Um.. I really have nothing to say.

Go Team Babe! wohooo

Quotes.. since i have nothing better to do

2005-02-28T15:09:00.000-08:00

- I would stop time to stay with you - I would stop time so we don't move -

- Just bend the pieces - Till they fit like they were made for it - But they weren't meant for this -

- I tear my self open - I sew myself shut - My weakness is I care too much - And our scars remind us that the past is real - I tear my heart open just to feel -

- Well as for now.. I'm going to sit and listen to the saddest song.. and wonder how you're making out -

- When all that we need is just a reaction.. it's too much to ask when there's just no attraction anymore -

- Wrap me like a locket around your throat - I'll weigh you down - I'll watch you choke - You look so good in blue - You look so good in blue -

- What is better than laying in your driving looking up at the stars with your best friend? -

- If I died tomorrow.. would you know that I love you? -

- If you love someone.. Tell Them - Hearts are left broken by words unsaid -

- It hurts to look at you and love you and see you Looking at her and loving her -

- I didn't get the worst feeling in the world when we said goodbye - I got it when we said hello again - It was then that I realized you were still in my life - But you are a completely different person -

- A break up is like a broken mirror - It's better to leave it broken than to try to fix it and end up hurting yourself -

- I've had my heart broken so many times - It seems to beat in echoes -

- Why are girls more likely to fall for the guy who will hurt her - Then the guy that will love her? -

- Why does every guy have to measure up to the one that broke my heart? -

I'll add more another day <3 hehe

Ahah!!! Let It Snow!

2005-02-28T01:11:00.000-08:00

I pulled a Julia Fetsko Today. I didn't go to school. And I wasn't sick. It's so stupid to go to school for 3 hours. Don'tcha think? I really don't have much to talk about considering.. I haven't done anything.

--The snow is coming down in big clumps. Hopefully it will snow so much we won't have to go to school tomorrow. I'd be so happy. I'd have a three day week.

--Freshman Formal is on Friday. I don't really want to go.. but I'm going. I'm going with me, myself and I. Yes ma'am, i'm cool like that. Oh well. The only reason I'm going is cause I already have the dress and shoes and all. Plus, I want to go to the afterparties. lol.

Umm.. that's about it.. I wish you people would answer the Brian Polls from yesterday..

Problem Solved

2005-02-27T20:06:00.000-08:00

My problem with not going to that show last night is solved. Next show that I go to.. I'm bringing Pawel. It's "safer" to have a guy with me/us. Cause that way i won't be just some defenseless girl. lol all better.

Poll-- Does Brian P. say "I know, right?" alot? (Put your answer in the comments thing)

Poll 2-- Does Brian P. still say "Roighto"? (Once again- put your answer in the comments thing)

And I'd write more.. but my sister and her boyfriend broke up today and amanda is sad and bri feels like an asshole.. so i'm gonna talk to them..

SNOW!

Down The F*ing Drain Pt. 2

2005-02-27T15:07:00.000-08:00

Ahh.. me and chelsea didn't go to the show either. So Jilly -- don't worry.. we all wasted eight bucks. We went to the movies instead and saw Hitch. It's really good. I was kind of upset about not going to that band show.. but my dad was right.. something could have happened. And everything happens for a reason right? Oh well..

Down the F*ing Drain

2005-02-26T16:41:00.000-08:00

errgh.. Jilly's mom is being so mean! She won't let Jilly go to the show tonight! I'm so sad. Poor Jilly. Nothing ever goes right. Bahh.. mom's. JiLlY.. I'LL MiSs YoU!!!

Jilly -- You will be missed tonight. I shall take lots of pictures.. I LOVE YOU! xoxo

..tears..
..tears..
..tears..

Do You See what boredom does to me?

2005-02-26T10:42:00.000-08:00

I am...

- 27% Bitch

-47% Idiot

-17% White Trash

-20% Hippie

-18% Evil Genius

-21% Grunge

-27% Emo

and..

-23% Internet Addict

Eventful Night

2005-02-25T22:09:00.000-08:00

Wow.. tonight was really really fun. Me and Jilly were really bored so we decided to go to the mall and just like hang out. So we were there for like five minutes and we see this little indian kid running around the mall with a black purse. Dude.. he definatley stole it. We were going to follow it but we saw Jess Ward and Kirby with some other chick and Brennan McGee.. little strange. Then we just kind of wandered. Then this really, really, really hott guy came up to us and asked us to come to their show tomorrow night.. and i stupidly said no. Then a few minutes later decided I wanted to go. Jilly and I hunted him down. When we found him he was with all his friends and Jilly wouldn't go up to him when his friends were there. Then Katelyn and Chel showed up and Me, Jilly and Chel bought tickets to this dude's show. Katelyn ditched Chel.. so Chel hung out with us. Then we saw Lauren House (Ugh Ogh Oreo) and that was cool. We saw the Indian dude again and Lauren asked him if he stole a purse but he ran and hid from us. Then my daddy picked up me and Jilly and he had the puppy and wow. What an eventful night. I CAN'T WAIT TILL TOMORROW!!!! lol. xo

Boring Days

2005-02-24T12:03:00.000-08:00

I hate snow days. It's only a half snow day.. but i am so damn bored i could cry. I got shoes for formal today.. but Beth doesn't like them.. so i'm keeping the ones i have and getting different ones. I don't really know if I have a date. But whatever. I'm supposed to go with Walter.. but I don't think I'm going with him. It's cool though. I don't really care

Surprise

2004-12-19T11:01:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was my birthday.. And my stepmom and dad and wes.. threw me a surprise party! So basically, they put me through hell babysitting my cousin and when i got home.. My stepmom, dad, mom mom and pop pop were in the living room, then my mom, stepdad, sister, aunt aimee, uncle glenn, grandmom and abbe rae were all in the dining room. AND THEN, I went into the kitchen and Allison, Jen, Shawn, Jenn, Danica, Tommy and Ashton were in there and Like a half hour later.. Wes came. Then, we just kinda hung out.. ANd Then Jen slept over!!! It was AMAZING!!
Thank Ya Beth and Wes!!!!! <3

People Do Care

2004-12-18T16:10:00.000-08:00

These are the people who have IMed me just to say happy birthday.. and made me feel better...

xll Kara llx: happy birthday

dextr 0z: Happy BIRTHDAY
dextr 0z: YO

jrocko31: happy birthday 2 u 2

ThEFrIDgE4224: HAPPY B-DAY JACKIE

Cardone459: Happy Birthday!!! (BALOOOOOOOOONS)

Slughitter3: Happy Bday <3

grumpyg90: happy birthday jackie!

l x3 anna x3 l: hhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaappppppppppppyyyyyyyyyyyyyy bbbbiiiiirrrrrrrttttthhhhhhdaaaayyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

White x3 Rose: happy birthday!!!! xo

nicki3z: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACKIE!!!
nicki3z: I <3>

xjennx613x: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACKIE -- I LOVE YOU!!! -WEASEL

xO lAx 32: happy birthday!

kill mr woOfers: happy birthday to youuuuuuu

xO aLi 724 xO: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE :)!!!!!!!!!

izi anamaRiE izi: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SILLY

MaGgEr77: happy happy birthday!!!

xll aLliE llx: happy birthday

DURKEE1990: cool happy birthday

.. AND THE PEOPLE WHO CALLED..

-my mom, step-dad, and brother (colin)
-Aunt Aimee
-Amanda
-Marissa
-Elaina
-Danica
-Jen Lawley -- First to call.. at midnight!!!
-Dan
-Maggz

And the Girly Who Walked Over...

-KatiE!!!

Happy Birthday

2004-12-18T15:38:00.000-08:00

Well.. It's my birthday. Happy Birthday to me. It really hasn't been so happy but that's okay. Remind me never to babysit on my birthday again. Anyway, yeah, I've been here since eleven something and i don't get to go home until like six thirty. My cousin (who im babysitting) Erin, simply won't stop crying. I don't know how to handle it. And I'm just in a bad mood all together. So yeah.
HappY BirthdaY JamiE RakoczY -- 12/18
HappY BirthdaY AndreW KrasoveC -- 12/18
HappY BirthdaY ShanE JusticE -- 12/20
HappY BirthdaY SaraH ThompsoN -- 12/20
HappY Birthday Jen JankauskuS -- 12/21
Anyway, I'm going out to dinner when I get home tonight. I want to go to Hibachi but that's not happening. Well, I guess Ruby Tuesday's is good too. I'm done for now.
HappY BirthdaY -ME- JacquelinE KristinE DoriS -- 12/18/1989 -- 8:04 am

Birthday Blues

2004-12-16T13:44:00.000-08:00

All right, birthday, it's in two days. I don't think I'm going to have a "happy" birthday to tell you the truth. So yeah.. here's the birthday..
so tomorrow, seeing as though it's friday and my birthday is on saturday, is the day people are supposed to say happy birthday and bring me a card or something. People keep telling me they're too busy or whatever. Hillary is!
Then saturday, the actual birthday, i'm babysitting. Joy of joys, i babysit erin and then go out to dinner with my parents, then my birthday is.. over.
And even if i would be home, none of my friends would be around anyway..
Chelsea is "busy".
Wes has a wrestling tournament.
Brian is going to palmers.
yay.. best friends are so great!
bahh.. okay.. i'm done for now.. cause this is depressing me!
HappY 15th BirthdaY ShanE JusticE-- as of monday 12/20.
and Happy Birthday to JamiE RakoczY -- as of saturday 12/18.
And happy birthday to me.. yeah.

Promises To Be Kept

2004-12-10T21:16:00.000-08:00

Alright.. I'm making a promise to myself and everyone who reads this. I'm going to be completely honest in here. I may make some people mad but I'm not going to lie about things ever again.. it just messes everything up as my dear friends should know. I also think that if my friends would do the same.. as in if you can't say something.. write it. Maybe we would have a lot less fights. I'm done with fights by the way. Chelsea.. you get me involved in to many. Don't get me wrong.. i love you to death and I'd die without you.. But I think I'd be closer to that happiness I'm searching for.. if i didn't have to be involved in your fights..
That's all for today.
If I'm coming off Bitchy.. I'm sorry.. But at least I'm honest.

Confusion and Nothingness

2004-12-10T20:31:00.000-08:00

Okay.. this is the new blog. I have moved on from that stupid greatest journal thing because I'm too old for it. Today.. just another boring day full of mass confusion and nothingness. And that's kind of what I feel like today. Nothing. As boring as this will be to read.. here's my day..
wake up..
stand at the bus stop getting mad at trees for dripping on me..
get on the bus and talked to hillary..
locker..
homeroom..
spanish- won some game.. escribe rapido..
chorus- we did pollyanna/secret santa picking.. i got lucky!
language arts- read of mice and men.. it's so sad
lunch- studied.. studied.. ate a little bit..
math- who knows.. i wrote to chelsea..
global studies- test.. talked to kate about dan (surprise surprise).. told wes the teddy bear story
study hall- homework
science- homework
bus- argued with shawn.. once again surprise surprise
came home.. and went online to talk to stacey, julz, hillary, brian/jamie and mike
now im babysitting my cousin but she is sleeping..
yes.. confusion and nothingness